Birthdays Suck! (07-14-08)

So, today is my birthday and I have been depressed ALL DAY LONG! Here I am 71 lbs. less than I weighed three months ago and all I can think about is the fact that I am now 45 years old! I hate it, hate it, hate it! It has taken every ounce of my will power today to not eat all day. As it is, I probably ate a few more carbs than I should have, but I still did okay overall. I didn't do anything special today because I wasn't in the mood. We didn't even go out to dinner. Lou offered, but then he added that he wanted to go somewhere that had a TV so that he could see the baseball all-star game. I just told him to forget it, I'd reheat some leftovers. At least many of my friends called or e-mailed me to wish me a happy birthday. Honestly, the reason it sucked was all my doing, but I just hated this birthday. I hate getting old. Okay, that's enough pity for one day. Thanks for listening...you're a doll. Til next time...